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Saturday, February 25, 2012

Hurting All Over Inside!!!! @$%#%$$

I'm kinda wanna complain about my beloved roommates. I'm totally sick sitting, sleep n etc in this kind of room (I mean the person inside). Yes I know I'm the perfectionist girl. I will find it was a little bit frustrated if there is some of the utensils such as plates, glasses, spoon etc do not take in their right places. What i mean is when ANYONE of us use them after, they MUST put it back in the right place where they have took before. I can't do anything or can't talk eyes to eyes because I'm the youngest here and that I think probably may hurt their feelings seems like I usually complain about this and that, instead of fixed a rule of something. Actually, what I did is for our own sake! Who is willing to live in the messy room with some on us has kind big trouble of hair fall, left unwashed utensil until it comes to really bad smelling? I do admit sometimes I really forgot to clean my own plates if I have a snack late at night, but at least I repay it back by clean all of the utensils that been left by YOU ALL. I'm not your maid and so do YOU right? I have my own responsibility too and we as roommates must work on together to make our home better. And one more thing, It is definitely not fair when all the things I should buy all by myself. I'm not a kind of lady that live in a silver spoon. I'm just like you all, live in the stainless steel spoon. Please you guys, keep the cleanliness of our home. I'm kinda tired all over thing i do it all by myself. I'm not saying that I'm the one who is in the right side but little bit each day I keep hoping that you all will change but at the same time I feels like that hope is just nothing. For me its like waiting the moon to fall on our lap.


I'm kind of sick. Freaking sick of them! I'm not writing this to MENTION all the thing I've done before. Its just like the statement that comes from the person who thing something is not right here. I really appreciate that all of us know our own responsibility. 


With lots of love,
Your roomate