Kawanku Bah 2

hahahaha...xtau nak tulis ape dah..hehehe..da xde perasaan..hehehe..

btw..

nak habaq mai..

sy actually xpercaya la apa yang c hantu tu cerita kat sy

n

sy pun xpercaya pd my ex...
(tp mcm sy yakin my ex yg betul)

ah...
biarlah...dah jadi ex pun..
n btw skali lagi..
segala apa yang kita sma2 lalui
pengalaman serta rahsia akan sy jaga baik2


ape pun xboleh laa..

xboleh ke tgk sy hidup senang dengan orang yang saya sayang sangat2 ar..

ape pun xboleh..

ramai je orang dengki buat cerita tu cerita ni..

huhuhuhu...

~forever alone~

T_T

p/s: kalau nk tnye ape2 n tanye khabar tanya terus dari sy..jgn guna org perantaraan yang sy LANGSUNG tak PERCAYA okay!

Best Quotes!!

Don't ever give up if you still want to try, Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.


Sometimes we expect more from others, cause we would be willing to do that much for them.


why do we make promises with our weakest finger?


Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the things you did.


The best thing in life is finding someone who knows all your mistakes and weaknesses and still thinks you're completely amazing


If you're thinking about giving up, please don't because...
God gave you, your life because he knows that you are the only one strong enough to handle it.


If you really want to do something, you'll find a way, don't find an excuses


It's funny. In school you're taught a lesson, then givin a test. But in life, you're givin a test that teaches you a lesson


What is more the benefit? To love a person that is already loved by everyone, or to love a person that is rejected by everyone?

Oh Teen Quotes Said:

Before you can grow up, you must fall in love three times.

Once, you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.

Once you must fall in love with someone you believe is perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as anything less than you deserve.

And once, you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.

And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that needed you the most.

But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone wants to be loved. ♥

Oh Teen Quotes

Oh Teen Quotes


"He ignores you, but you still like him. He does nothing, but you fall for him. You miss him, even though you know he’s never thought about you, not even once."


"I promise not to love someone because I’m not ready yet, then you came into my life and all has changed. I left my promise untrue because I can’t help the fact that I’m so in love with you."


"Because of you, promise is no longer in my vocabulary. You’ve promised to many things to me and you never kept them. Don’t you have any idea how much that pisses me off? Obviously not, & that‘s about the biggest disappointment I can think of."


"Missing someone is your heart’s way of reminding you that you love them."

People talk. People lie. People cheat. People change their ways. People do stupid things. People walk out of your life. People hurt you. People make you. People break you. People heal you. People save you. Welcome to life.

The best way to lead a good life is to be able to deal with the bad things that come your way as best as you can, shrug it off and move on.

Don't ever give up if you still want to try, Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.

Be with someone who knows exactly what they got when they have you. Not someone who will realize it when they've lost you.

Sometimes you text a person with full of feelings and you get a blunt reply in one word.

A guy who loves you can see how a mess you can be, how moody you can get, and how hard you are to handle, but despite all of this, he still wants you in his life.

Being single is a good feeling, no drama or heartaches. On the other hand, it gets lonely and you miss that feeling of being takenoh

20 cent

Hari ni berbekalkan Rm 1.80 baki dari kwn belanja rm10 smlm...sy bwa p library sbb nnt balik nk kena naik bus tut 50 cent tambangnya...tgh harinya pla...kwn sy ajak makan..aduhh.. dlm kepala ligat memusing mncari alasan yg munasabah tuk mengelakkan sy mkn ngn dia..bkn sbb dia tu lelaki or what..dia kwn prmpuan sy..yg sy risau duit dalam tgn sy ada rm1.80 je...dah smpai kat cafe sy bg la alasan ni.. 

----> "err..sy dah mkn td kat bilik..dah kenyang...sy nk minum air je..sy dahaga air"..

kalau kat cafe library air dah rm1.50..jadi kalau sy beli air tinggal lagi 30 sen..mana nk cari 20 sen lg buat naik bas..nak2 kwn say nak sy blanja air lagi tu...aduhh...nak xnak sy beli la air teh o ais 1 rm1.50...tgh2 beli ligat ni dlm kepala pk cmne nk balik kalau xcukup 20 sen...naik je tingkat atas tmpat sy duduk...selongkar dompet xda 1 sen pun...ada duit kertas rm1 tp duit tu ada org bg hadiah tyme bufday ari tu..hmpir  je sy korbankan rm1 pemberian jay...selongkar lg beg Alhamdulillah ada 20sen yg ntah cmne bleh ade kat dlm beg tu....bersyukur sgt2 :) :) :) 

nnt jam 6 ke mlm2 sikit ke dapat la sy balik bilik naik bas...tp...apa sy nk mkn besok ye :( :( :( :( 

along..kuatkn hati..rezeki ade kat mane2 :)

Library Ums..last day of apk

Semalam saya nangis sungguh2 sebab terlalu sakit hati..bukan saya marah kat dia tapi sebab saya marah pada diri saya sendiri..saya benci sangat2 kenapa la saya pegi tunggu dia sampai la abg lib ckp "xnak balik ke" baru sy angkat kaki menyusun langkah keluar dari library..dengan sekuat hati saya kol dia.."anda di mana?".."dalam bas"..Fine! saya terasa mcm seorang perempuan yang sangat2 bodoh sebab menunggu dia tanpa sebab..huhu...sy pun xtahu kenapa sy tunggu dia...bodohnya diri ini terasa..

Awk..awk xpk ke setelah apa yang kita lalui sama2..awak buat sy berharap pd awak..then u leave me alone..awk nak tau x..kalau difikirkan saya da lama nk putuskan hubungan ni..tp tau kenapa sy xbuat?sbb sy dah janji pada diri sy, sy nk jadi yg terakhir utk awk..sy xda lelaki lain..hati sy xmudah dicuri oleh insan bernama lelaki..sy xnk jd mc bekas2 kekasih awk yg dulu tu...mgkin sy wanita 1st yg awk break..but its okay..sy terima..tp 3 alasan yg awk berikan tu 1 alasan yg sy betul2 xdpt terima..sy nk tgk setakat mana awk boleh hidup tanpa sy..awk tau..sbb sy percaya keajaiban pasti berlaku..sy setia di sisi awk..tyme awk susah n tyme awk senang sy sntiasa ada utk awk..tyme sy susah ada awk tahu??awk tak tahu kn??tu la kelemahan sy yg sy xsangka sy bawak jgak dalam sebuah perhubungan ini..awak gunakan kebaikan yg telah sy berikan..sy jenis yg xkn ckp kalau sy terluka..then bila suatu saat..bursssst!! meletup..sy xtau apa yg akn jadi..

And awk...sejak permulaan sem 4 sy tau awk akn tinggalkan sy bila2 masa je..dgn sisa2 dr cinta awk utk sy.,sy teruskan juga mencintai awk apa adanya awk dgn sepenuh hati sy tnpa kurang sedikit pun hari demi hari..sem ni sy dah okay..boleh balancekan jadual hidup sy..tp dgn sikap awk yg xpandai menghargai setiap apa yg sy lakukan utk awk sy jadi sedih..awk cari sy bila awk perlukan sy then bila dah xperlu sikit pun awk xpedulikan sy..sy sikit pun xmengharapkan balasan dari awak awk tau..sy ikhlas..walaupun awk xbg sy bunga..xbelanja sy makan..xbelanja sy mkn itu mkn ini mcm gf org lain tu minta itu minta ini..xbuat surprise utk sy..xbg hadiah kat sy mcm yg selalu awk buat tyme mula2 kita bercinta dulu, sy xkisah asalkan awk rasa bahagia, selamat dan tenang bila sy ada di sisi awk..malangnya..kehadiran sy dalam hidup awk bagaikan tiada erti..

awk nk tahu lagi?? awk igt x dulu..time awk tunggu kat library hari ahad tu..time tu xda bus tau..sy tunggu bus 1 bus pun xde..tau ape sy buat??sy kuatkan hati untuk kali pertamanya sy jalan kaki dalam keadaan panas terik berpayungkan payung yg awk bagi..sy jalan sorg2 diri bawak buku, laptop dan beg galas yg berat tu ke library..bila sy dah smpai library awk tanya sy datang dgn apa..sy jawab la sy datang dgn bas tp pd hakikatnya sy jalan kaki...sy takut awk risau so sy terpaksa ckp tipu dgn awk..sy tau awk pun selalu jalan dr kg e ke kg ab dulukan time panas2 terik..sy minta maaf..sy sgt terharu bila awk sggup dtg dr kg e ke ab jalan kaki sorg2 tgh2 panas...sy selalu sediakan air utk awk setiap kali awk dtg jauh dr kg e..awk igt lg??

Sekarang kita dah xmacam dulu...awk yg buat keputusan ni..awk hancurkan hati sy...setelah awk curi hati sy, awk xpulangkan balik kn??awk biar je kat tepi jalan then biarkan sy mencari2 hati sy kembali..awk tau x sy xdpt terima kenyataan ni..sy pernah gtau awk kn kenapa xgf2 awk yg dulu tu break awk...sy tau kenapa dorg break awk..sbb xtahan dgn sikap awk yg awk cakap tu..tp kn sebab sy percaya pada keajaiban..sy tunggu dgn sabar melayan sikap awk yg makin hari makin kurg cinta pada sy..sy harapkan perubahan dari awk..sy xpernah biarkan awk jatuh sorg2..sy sebolehnya sentiasa disisi awk saat awk susah..time awk senang ada awk igt sy??? mgkin ada la kan..tp time sy senang sy selalu igt awk awk tau x??tapi time sy susah sy selalu sorg2..time sy susah sy selalu kuat sbb adanya awk..tp tu dulu la..

sy nak gtau sumthing....awk...sy bukan anak orang kaya tau..mungkin gaya sy yg menunjukkan ke arah itu..tp sy tol2 bukan anak org kaya..yer mak sy kerja swasta..gaji 4k..tp awk xpernah nk tau pasal family sy..komitmen awk kurang..awk tau nama penuh mak sy??awk tau nama adik2 sy??tak kan??xpe sy paham..lelaki mmg mcm tu..sy dpt terima..dgn gaji 4k hidup kat semenanjung memang xmncukupi awk..mgkin bg awk sgt2 mncukupi tp mak sy byk tanggungan..hutang2 abah sy yg dulu belum lg langsai..adik2 bersekolah..byr kereta rumah, hutang itu hutang ini.dll..sy tau kesusahan yg mak saya lalui tanpa seorg lelaki d;am hidup beliau sampai sy xsampai hati nak mintak duit dgn mak sy sendiri..sekarang ni sy mmg langsung xde duit n xtau nk mintak dgn sape...sy malu nk minta dgn mak n kwn2..tp xpe dalam bilik ade lagi mi sedap n megi n sedikit beras...sy boleh hidup jga awk...sy boleh berdikari...awk igt sy xpernah hidup susah??jgn awk nilai seseorg dari luaran ye..dulu kami 1 keluarga pernah melalui kesusahan itu..tp disebabkan pendidikan..taraf hidup kami meningkat sedikit demi sedikit...

Kat sini setelah sy kenal awk..banyak yg telah sy pelajari...sy nk belajar mcm mana cara awk hidup agar suatu hari nnt sy dapat jaga awk...tp tu sblm sy dpt surat dari awk tu la...skrg sy da xbole jga awk da..awk yg pilih jalan ni..sy harap awk berbahagialah hendaknya...

Di waktu hari jadi sy..awk patahkan hati sy..awk remukkan jiwa sy..depan awk sy akan okay sbb awk sumber kekuatan sy...tp belakang awk ada awk tau???ye mgkin sy pun xtau apa terjadi d blkg sy..mgkin awk jauh lebih tersiksa berbanding sy..tp org ckp kn.. org yg ditinggalkan lagi perit rasanya..dan sy sangat pasti awk pernah bahkan seringkali merasakan perasaan ni kn..awk biarkan sy rasa sorg2 perasaan ni smpai hilang fokus sy pd pelajaran...kenapa sy yg jadi mangsa awk???????kenapa sy awk????kenapa mesti sy????awk..sy ada perasaan tau..betapa susahnya sy nak terima awk mula2 dulu begini la rasanya susah nak lepaskan awk sekarang..kenapa mesti sekarang..kenapa awk muncul dalam hidup sy??kenapa kita kenal sampai ke tahap ni??kenapa mesti sy yg awk jatuh hati dulu...awk...sy minta maaf sebab buat awk jatuh cinta pada sy suatu saat dulu...

Sy benci awk sgt2...tp sy jauh lebih benci pada diri sy sendiri kerana terlalu menyayangi awk dan setia pd awk...awk xpernah nak paham perasaan sy...org yg pertama jadi kekasih hati sy..org pertama yg jc break sy...terima kasih awk...cinta sejati yang awak lakarkan dulu pada sehelai kertas berwarna hijau tiada erti sudah ka pada awk???

Awk..

Awk??awk dah xsayang sy ke??sy selalu tanya soalan ni dulu kn....tau kenapa???sbb sy nk igtkn awk yg sy selalu sygkan awk...sy pun selalu tanya...awk dah xrinduu sy ke???sy selalu tanya soalan ni dulu kan....tau kenapa????sbb sy nk igtkan awk yg sy selalu rindukan awk...dan sekarang..sy nak tanya..

Awak dah tak sayangkan saya ke??

Awak dah tak rindukan saya?

Awak dah tak cintakan saya?

Sampai bila2 sy xkn pernah lupakan awk..terlalu byk kenangan yg awk simpan utk sy..susah la awk sy nak lupakan sume tu..awk senang je lupekan semua ni kn???

boleh sy ckp sesuatu??

Kalau cinta awk kuat utk saya..awk akn tetap pertahankan hubungan ni walau apapun yg menghalang..mcm yg sy buat..sy butakan mata pekakkan telinga..sy kuatkan hati hadapi family pd mulanya dn sekarang dorang pun dah kenal siapa awk..

kalau cinta awk kuat untuk sy..awk xkan biar sy susah sorang2..awk akn jaga sy bagus2 mcm yg awk janjikan dulu..awk akn rasa kesakitan andai sy kesakitan...tp sy xda kayu pengukur nak ukur tahap cinta awk tu kuat ke x..awk tepuk dada tanya hati awk...masihkah ada lagi cinta awk utk sy..???

Saya harap awak fikirlah balik setelah apa yg kita lalui hari2 sebelum ni...dan tolong..andai tiada sudah apa2 perasaan awk pada saya..tolong jangan muncul lagi bayang awak depan mata saya....sebab...sy sedang cuba membuang segala memori2 bahagia kita dulu...sy sedang cuba melupakan segala janji2 yg awk cakap dulu..dan sy sedang cuba melupakan awk...bukan kerelaan sy utk melupakan awk..tp kerana terpaksa ikut kehendak awk yg awk ckp terlepas pandang tu...

Dari seseorang yang sedang mencari kekuatan diri...

Love of My Life

Love of my life, you've hurt me

You broken my heart, and now you leave me

Love of my life can't you see?

Bring it back, Bring it back

Don't take it away from me

Because you don't know

What it means to me

Love of my life, don't leave me

You've taken my heart

And now desert me

Love of my life can't you see?

Back, Bring it back

Don't take it away from me because

You don't know

What it means to me..

You won't remember

When this is blown over

And everything's all by the way

When I get older, I'll be there

At your side to remind you

How I still love you, I still love you

Back, Bring it back

Don't take it away from me 

Because you don't know

What it means to me

Love of my life....

Love of my life....

Dulunya..seseorang pernah berkata pada saya..

Cinta Sejati

Mendengar apa yang tidak dikatakan

Mengerti apa yang tidak dijelaskan

Sebab..cinta bukan datang dari bibir, lidah atau fikiran

Melainkan..HATI

You the one who set it up

And you the one who make me cry

I the one whose feeling lost

Right now

You want me to forget

Every little thing you said

But there's something left in my heart!

And now..you leave me..Alone..

Thank you so much :)

I'll walk away all by myself

Thank you so much for being the real man in my life

I won't give hope on you anymore

Please

Please leave me alone....